and i give myself 3 days to feel better
or else i swear i'm driving off a fucking cliff
because if i can’t learn to make myself feel better
then how can i expect anyone else to give a shIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
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and i screEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEam for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere
just get me past this dead and eternal snow
because i swEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEear that i am dying,
slowly but its happening
and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
just take me there
just take me there
just take me there
and say and lie to me and say and lie to me and say it’s going to be alright itsgoingtobealrightitsgoingtobealrightitsgoingtobealrightitsgoingtobealright
it's only life after all
Well darkness has a hunger that's insatiable
And lightness has a call that's hard to hear I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it,
I'm crawling on your shores